Gossip Girl- Done √

Si uite ca am mai terminat inca unul dintre serialele mele preferate.

Ultimele trei episoade din Gossip Girl au reusit sa ma tina treaza pana la ora 04:00.Imi pare rau ca s-a terminat si parca sunt putin dezamagita de ultimul episod.Chiar daca a fost un final fericit,pot spune ca a fost putin cam fortat.Dupa ce pe tot parcursul serialului,iubirea dintre Chuck si Blair pare imposibil de implinit,in ultimul episod,ei ajung sa fie impreuna mult prea brusc si prea usor.Dar brus sau nu,nunta dintre Chuck si Blair era ceea ce toti fanii Gossip Girl asteptau! Finally! :D

                                                         

Dar oricum s-ar fi terminat,pot spune ca Gossip Girl va ramane printre serialele mele preferate,la fel ca si Desperate Housewives.

In aceasta noapte nu am de gand sa mai vizionez niciun serial,chiar daca mai sunt multe episoade care asteapta sa fie vazute :D

Asa ca,noapte buna tuturor :*

Imi era dor sa scriu pe blog...

Si uite asa,citind postarile mai vechi,mi-am dat seama ce mult imi place sa scriu si am hotarat sa trec mai des cu cate o postare.Asa ca ieri m-am pus si am facut putina "curatenie" pe aici.Chiar daca in ultimul timp pot spune ca am postat doar atunci cand eram suparata,cand simteam ca sunt singura si nu ma asculta nimeni sau cand simteam nevoia sa ma izolez,de azi am sa o fac mai des,indiferent de starea mea. 

Stau si ascult de ceva vreme aceeasi piesa (Alex Band-Only One) si ma gandesc la o multitudine de lucruri.Ma gandesc la viitor...la vacanta ce urmeaza si pe care o astept cu atata nerabdare.O astept pentru ca mie dor de casa,mie dor sa stau mai mult,nu doar cateva zile.

Imi place sa fiu studenta,dar jumate din mine tanjeste dupa viata de liceu!Sa fiu la mine acasa,sa merg dimineata la scoala,sa mananc pizza de la Roscatu',sa ma plictisesc in vacanta in Ineul meu plictisitor pe care acum abia astept sa il vad :)),sa ma plimb aiurea ore intregi prin parc sau prin oras,sa merg la Jolie mai des :D Acum parca de tot mi-e dor....

Apoi ma gandesc la sesiune,sincer cu groaza,pentru ca nu am idee cum va fi.Dar nu mai e mult si am sa aflu :D

Si ma gandesc si la trecut,asa putin :D la cate au fost,la cum au fost,la cat de repede au trecut...si de multe ori ma gandesc ce mult mi-as dori sa ma mai intorc putin in timp,insa doar putin,sa mai traiesc unele amintiri inca odata,si sa ma intorc,fara sa schimb nimic.

Apoi ma gandesc la prezent,si nu ma plang :D Imi place prezentul in care traiesc!Am in jurul meu persoane care ma iubesc,prieteni care stiu sa ma faca sa fiu mai puternica,prieteni care ma iubesc cu toate ca le-am mai gresit,prieteni care ma fac sa zambesc.Si incerc sa fac tot posibilul sa le arat cat de fericita sunt ca  fac parte din viata mea! 

Insa timpul tace si trece :D asa ca incetut inchei si eu aceasta postare,cu promisiunea ca am sa revin cat de curand.O noapte linistita tuturor!Si daca nu aveti somn,uitati-va la Tom si Jerry ;)):*  

Si brusc o frica ma cuprinde...parca nu mai am curajul sa ma gandesc la viitor...nu mai sunt sigura de multe lucruri...

Un dor mare din trecut ma cuprinde,e dorul de persoana pe care am iubit-o si o voi iubi cel mai mult pana la ultima suflare.E persoana care credeam ca va fi toata viata langa mine sa ma protejeze,singura persoana care stia ce vorbesc,care stia sa imi explice orice,care avea raspuns la orice intrebare si tocmai persoana aia trebuie sa nu fie azi,aici,sa imi raspunda la atatea intrebari????
As da orice pentru 5 minute,si 4 numa sa fie aici langa mine,sa ma stranga 2 minute in brate si apoi sa povestim.El in 5 minute ar sti sa ma ajute mai mult decat alte persoane intr-o viata intreaga!Dar nu e...
Ma simt ca o masa cu 3 picioare subrede si tocmai piciorul mai puternic si care ma sustinea mai tare a fost luat....si masa ii simte lipsa tot timpul,mereu se gandeste ca se va prabusii fara acel picior,dar mai ales cand apar atatea greutati pe masa,atunci ii vine sa urle de frica si isi aduce aminte ce bine si in siguranta era cand avea langa ea piciorul puternic...
Si totusi cuvintele mele nu isi au rostul.....nimic nu pot face sa il aduc inapoi si nici nu pot ceda niciodata pentru ca ii sunt datoare sa il fac mandru de mine!Si am sa il fac! :(

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Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow.
Today was 'Daddy's Day' at school, and she couldn't wait to go.
But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home.
Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone.
But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say.
What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today.
But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. 
And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home.
But the little girl went to school, eager to tell them all.
About a dad she never sees, a dad who never calls.
There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone too meet.
Children were squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats.
One by one the teacher called, a student from the class to introduce her daddy.
As seconds slowly passed, at last the teacher called her name, every child turned to stare.
Each of them was searching, for a man who wasn't there.
"Where's her daddy at?" she heard a boy call out.
"She probably doesn't have one," another student dared to shout.
And from somewhere near the back, she heard a daddy say,
"Looks like another deadbeat dad, too busy too waste his day."
The words did not offend her, as she smiled up at her Mom.
And looked back at her teacher, who told her to go on.
And with hands behind her back, slowly she began too speak.
And out from the mouth of a child, came words incredibly unique.
"My daddy couldn't be here, because he lives so far away.
But I know he wishes he could be, since this is such a special day.
And though you cannot meet him, I wanted you to know.
All about my daddy, and how much he loves me so.
He loved to tell me stories, he taught me to ride my bike.
He surprised me with pink roses, he taught me how to fly a kite.
We used to share fudge sundaes, and ice cream in a cone.
And though you cannot see him, I'm not standing here alone.
"Cause my daddy's always with me, even though we are apart.
I know because he told me, he'd forever be in my heart."
With that her little hand reached up, and lay across her chest. 
Feeling her own heart beat, beneath her favorite dress.
And from somewhere in the crowd of dads, her mother stood in tears.
Proudly watching her daughter, who was wise beyond her years.
For she stood up for the love of a man not in her life.
Doing what was best for her, doing what was right.
And when she dropped her hand back down, staring straight into the crowd,
she finished with a voice so soft, but its message clear and loud.
"I love my daddy very much, he's my shining star.
And if he could he'd be here, but Heaven's just too far!

In doar 5 luni . . .

Si uitati asa a crescut Lucy mea:D parca numa ce era cat un ghemotoc:D...si pe cat era de linistita,pe atat de rea si smechera e acuma! Dar eu asa de mult o iubesc si daca ii cea mai rea! Incerc sa cred ca de drag ma trage de pantaloni si amprentele cu noroi din zilele ploioase sunt doar urmele iubirii ei pentru mine:D Iar cine se risca sa petreaca cel putin jumatate de ora cu ea,nu are cum sa nu o iubeasca!!!